Hi Angie,
I feel very sorry that you had to undergo so much due to being emotionally neglected in your childhood. These traumas stayed with you and pained you throughout all these years.
Therapy should have helped you and is an effective way to recognize, reduce and resolve your pains. You need to heal yourself from those past emotions. Whenever you think of your childhood and start getting stressed or traumatized, then know it that your healing must continue.
You will come to know that you are healed only when you do not feel any reaction, stress or traumas on talking about your childhood. There are few ways that these past traumas can be released from your system but which one will suitable can only be known after knowing deeper details about your emotions. Professionals working with you will be able to suggest what would work best for you.
I can only suggest taking help from a professional of your choice and get yourself healed soon. You just need to be helped in releasing those past emotions. Within a few sessions depending how deep they are embedded should suffice to make you feel great again.
I hope this helps and wish you all the best. if you still have more queries , or could not resolve same, do not hesitate. We will find how best to help you our of your issues.
Cheers Neel
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